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Tuesday, August 2, 2005

why..

i duno why..

i jus have the feelin that he is advoiding me..

can u pls stop that?!

didnt i say we are frenz like what we used to be?!~

but why are u advoidin me?!!~

i duno why..

maybe i think too much?!

but if u are realli advoidin me..

can u pls stop that?!!

coz it makes me feel even worsE!..

it doesnt help me get better..

and oso..

i said le..

i AM PERFECTLY FINE le..

why still asked ppl to console me?!

yes i do feel sad..

why cant i feel saD?!

if u are realli advoidin me...

pls..

dont do it can?!~

i thought u said b4 we are still frenx?!

but why is this that i get?!

i dun understand!!~

de more u advoid me..

de more u let me feel that i am the one causin it..

and all coz of my childishness durin that period of time that causes everything!

thats all i wanna say..

yesterday..

skipped all lesson..

was feeling veri tired..

all de reports are driving me crazy..

went to CO rm early..

at 8am lo..

den do de report..

gt so tired..

den Peile came..

den we watched Howl's Moving Castle..

but halfway i realli buay tahan le..

den i go slp....

onli went for practical..

didnt do anything at all oso..

wah lauz!!

damn slack..

duhz..

went to co rm rot a while den go hme..

den went dwn fer NDP pract..

and my finger gt worse..

damn..

de vein is so obvious..

and in de end i cant even hold a pen properly..

and i cant straighten it..

hurts like hell..

went back hme after tat..

cut my hair..

or rather.. trim la...

was thinkin this to myself..

"get a new hair.. and move on with life!!!"

yeap..

and so i cut...

but i kept my tail..

lalalala~

cant bear to cut it away..

my precious!..

den do a bit report..

den slp...

went to sch today..

extremely late..

but i dun care..

coz that teacher oso veri late.

when i go in..

she oso haben start..

still on a powerpoint slide fer de clz to see..

wah lauz..

bo liao..

slept la...

den went microbio..

slept halfway oso..

damn tired..

den go polymer science tutorial...

slp again..

went to BINSAN...

first half..

slept again!!~

den skipped de 2nd half..

argh!!~

i am skippin lesson like nobody business again..

coz i no longer have to fulfil that promise i made..

yeap..

den went to find David..

had a talk with him..

Leng was there also..

den after tat go find Anna talk oso..

had a fun time talking to her..

she is so funny..

haha!

her Nicole more funny!!~

hahaha~

den went to makan..

den go back CO rm..

waited fer Jolyn..

den left at 730pm..

reached hme..

so tired..

i totally have no mood to study at all..

tml Process Instrumentation test..

i think i sure die..

haiz...

i felt so useless nw..

all de work juz pile up..

on hand..

i have 3formal reports, 2casestudies, 1test coming..

and 1 more formal report will be comin on friday!!~

wah lauz!!

what a freakin life i had!!

damn!!~

i hate it..!!!~

dun think i will go prac tml ba...

i think i realli need a rest..

if nt i sure fall sick..

juz nw go eat..

den de Waffletown uncle oso ask me..

why i so tired..

seems like i going to faint anytime..

de darkcircles..

so scary..

haiz..

i am feelin so so so tired..

when is everything comin to an end?!

or izzit waiting fer me to end everything?!~

ok..

no more rubbish..

bye bloggie..

u rox my life....

=>why..<=
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8/02/2005 09:07:00 PM

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